Friday, November 16

A year since the day i left for Berlin.

16th of November, exactly a year ago, i boarded the plane leaving Moscow to Berlin, the day i decided to take the path less travelled.
i used to not remember dates, i didn't understand why girls would get mad for forgetting certain dates, but it does mean alot to me now. A new milestone, a given period time to measure the things i've been through. 
When i left for Berlin, i bear the thought of giving my life a chance to explore the possibilities in hopes to not regret those "what ifs". I let life leads me. i chose a job that i'll never hate working one more day for the rest of my life.
And exactly a year later, i was taught by Life again, that all these while the passion i've always have for filmmaking, wasnt at its best yet. so, Life, there's actually levels of passion? no shit it's true. yes i'm passionate about what i do, but not yet the highest passion. 
There's these seven videos i'm assigned to complete on today this date and they are about seven values in life, passion, courage, connection, commitment, empowerment, integrity, and love. and you know what? passion is the first step to all of the rest. i feel so belittled. that i'm only on the first step. That, is also the best part of life, you just never stop learning things. and the future stays unknowingly adventurously exciting. 

so Sam, what have you done?
The same thing i used to say, "it feels like i've done nothing, but at the same time, i've done so much."

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